mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
,
And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Most Inspiring English Teacher Award 2008
Thursday, 30 October 2008
keqin, my small-headed friend
goldfishes !
piggy-back on my wife
googly-eyed !
those Jackie Chan wanna-bes :D
the sunset from the top level
yesterday was super duper uber funnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
woke up late for rehersal...
for the poetry recital thingy at National Library
by the time i reached school i was like 45mins late
even keqin was earlier thn me ??
ohmyworddddd....
so we practiced and practiced and practiced some more
gosh....
thn at 12pm they split into two groups
one group(gerald, jinren, bavisha, yishuan, liyuen and michael) went to leisure to eat pastamania
and the rest, beverly, jordan, tabitha, radhika went to the airport to send steven off !
argh !
i didnt knw cause tht dumb jordan didnt tell me ?
all he told me was "we're going to the airport"
he didnt tell me who ?!?!?
retarded imaginary friend
so anyway i joined the ELDDS for awhile. watching thm was so funny :DD
hahas they're really funnnn people(:
thn gerald and gang came back with our lunch(keqin's and mine)
hahas thanks guys:DD
so we ate thn changed and ran through the whole thing again.
thn we left at four
while waiting for the taxi to come i saw jerome, jeremy,wenyoung the whole group.. lols [hi , hello]
the library was huge ! !@#$% like really big
we went up to the 16th floor which was really cool
we ate some more and chatted and practice
thn whn it came to our turn to perform (we were after Temasek Sec's Capella)
i totally forgot my lines
!@#%$ scary !!! thank God for keqin who ran through with me again
we wnt to the "stage" and perfomed. LAWL me and keqin didnt screw up ! ahahahahahahahaha
super hyper after that !
Congrats to Mdm Lim who won the Most Inspiring English Teacher Award :DD
thn we fooled around and left about 9 maybe earlier maybe later
had a funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn night guys :DD
Labels: Most Inspiring Teacher Award 2008
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 13:25
lol and dots
Wednesday, 22 October 2008
hi , hello :D
i got promoted :DD
awesome or wht ?
me and jordan were so worried larhhs !
we were like :
okay we live , thn live together , die at least still got each other
LOL
all for nothing !
hahas !
butbutbut
next year really must jiayou larhhs
cannot keep slacking like this year
tsk !
haiis
ohohoh
me and jordan not together pls...
incase anyone get wrong idea
and my msn pm ?
its for fun one hors
hahas !
cause kaiyuan (dearest gaurdian angel) very emo these few days
hahas so i trying to cheer him up okays ?!
hahas ! the whole conversation went like that
凯渊心甘情愿爱爱爱爱爱到要吐。said:
hello凯渊心甘情愿爱爱爱爱爱到要吐。said:
haha#
take me away would you ? where no one can find me ? said:
hellos :D
凯渊心甘情愿爱爱爱爱爱到要吐。said:
hahahhahahhaah
凯渊心甘情愿爱爱爱爱爱到要吐。said:
hahhaahhaahha
take me away would you ? far away where no one can find me ? said:
why so happy?
凯渊心甘情愿爱爱爱爱爱到要吐。said:
cos i love you
凯渊心甘情愿爱爱爱爱爱到要吐。said:
hahahaha
take me away would you ? far away where no one can find me ?
oaky ? ...
凯渊心甘情愿爱爱爱爱爱到要吐。said:
haha
凯渊心甘情愿爱爱爱爱爱到要吐。said:
only okay>
凯渊心甘情愿爱爱爱爱爱到要吐。said:
?
so since he so happy so might as well not spoil his happy mood rights ?
so i send back 'i love you too? '
thn the whole nonsense started....
now i have to put that up for one week..............................
haiis.....
hahas !
kaiyuanT. better be happy and study harddddddddddddddd
Labels: random
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 23:06
no pictures !!
Tuesday, 21 October 2008
you knw wht i just realized ?
i realized that i haven';t posted any pictures for very long....
o.O
hehheh dont feel like it either :D
Labels: no pic
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 21:33
Thanksyous
Sunday, 19 October 2008
sometimes, things happen so fast that i lose the things that are more important in life
small stuffs like relationships, popularity, a boyfriend etc
dont get me wrong, im not saying
that you shouldnt care about those who care and cherish you
what i mean is
i get so caught up with myself that i forget my thankyous
i forget that i blessed and that there are many out there who have no friends
who have no one to love,
no family,
no education,
no money etc
i forget that im much more lucky then many others
i have a perfect family, even though we scream at each other every now and then
i have the greatest friends anyone can have, the ones who listen to me rant and cheer me up, always supporting me and telling me never to give up, the ones who message me every now and then asking me if im well, or when im sick, they sms me making sure that im not dead
hahas and i have much to be thankful for. like im not down with some incurable disease
or im not born in africa
and things happen so fast i forget the important things that matter
like i have a pair of legs to run, what about those who are wheel-chair bound?
im normal, i may not be super-smart, but what about those who have Down Syndrome?
and etc
so what's the point of my post?
i have no idea at all
im just stating some stuff that i've been thinking about
and they won't stop bugging me until i've written them down / told someone etc.
so here im and thank God for that
hahas !
okayokay seriously
Grace that loving PTS - thanks for letting me into your house and listen to me rant on and on
thanks for letting me finish all your fruits and cheering me up
Robin that sweet sister - thanks for checking on me and making me happy, thanks for caring
enough and always being there for me
Edward Chi, my WIFE - thanks for listening to my crap hahas ! and letting me have my way
everytime, no matter how unreasonable, thanks for counselling even
though its dragging sometimes
DiEn, that nagging kor - thanks for nagging me to study hard and for cheering me on
Shuxin, tht darling - i will marry your kor haha ! and we'll be real sisters ! thanks for being
my friend, always telling me not to be retarded when i need it
Jade the crazy woman - thanks for being the sarcastic one hahas ! always making us laugh
Dionne that blurqueen - we've been friends for three years. thanks for sticking next to me
PehHan, grandpa - thanks for the talks, the chats and the help. you're the best grand-daddy
and zone leader !
Jeremy, Daddy - thanks for taking us out, looking out for us, making us laugh, leading and
guiding us. the best daddy and cell leader a kid can have
Jasmine, Mummy - thanks for the hugs andkisses, the care and concern, the fun stuff and
being my mummy
Cell, THE family - the fun and laughter brought by you guys can never be replaced, Johnny-
poo for all the chokes, LiangHui for the praise&worship, XiangJun, even
though my accents will always be better, thanks for competing :D, JinSong
for planning all the fun, Soloman, for being the solo-ist?, the rest for making
fun happen(:
Zoie, my gurl - will and always be, thanks for listening and being there always taking note
when im downnnnnnnnnnnnn !
OCIP guys, gurls and teachers - thanks for making the experience memorable :D
Yuwen, BOINK ! - my boink partner !!! forever we'll boink together yeah ?
KaiYuan, guardianangel - thanks for guarding me :D
brd Bowling team - thanks for looking after me, even though im the oldest there now, you
guys always look after me, when it should be the other way round...
HuiShan, evil teacher - thanks for all the coffee hahas ! even though my maths still cmi i will
still keep trying and jiayou !
MissCarinTham, that shortmummy - thanks for letting me and jordan keeping bugging
you !
Sammy - thanks for studying with me, the dinner and saving my life with those awesome
chocolates
Desiree - thanks for the yummy chocolates :D and the hairdryer to blow dry my clothes :DD
EdwinChi - you didnt knw but you cheered me up by irritating your brother and telling me
that you found my voice in the toiletbowl, thanks(:
Aloy - for being the pain and my punching bag(:
XinYi, Tricia, Vyann, KekYun, JinFei, Ms Jan - tuition wont be the same without you !
Chem tuition peeps - chem tuition isnt chem tuition if you arent around
all those horrible people who made me cry, exes, mean friend etc - without you guys, i wouldnt know how lucky i am to have the greatest friends and family around me ((:
did i miss out anyone ? i hope not ... if i remember i'll re-edit again.. hahas !!
Labels: i'll remember my thankyous
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 13:52
Thursday, 16 October 2008
edward chi !
why did you have to !@#$% call last night when tonight is the nighti need you to crap-talk me into being happy again ?!
argh !
useless wife !
your husbad is emo-ing now !
if i die tonight i will haunt you foever !
rawr !
well okays
im just being lame and retarted....
and upset for once......................................................................................
and ranting it on my blog.............................................................................
)):
Labels: emoness affecting
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 21:15
that wife called
hi , hello
guess who called last night when i was emoing at grace PTS house?
my
darling bhb wife ,
edward chiand did you knw what tht retard did ?
he demanded that i wish him goodluck for his O'sand to be entertained cause he was bored studyingthat bhb wife of mine is
retarded !!
OH !
and he asked me
not to blog about this either
like all my other posts about him
but
SINCE WHEN I CARE ?
ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
andandand !
he
threatens to kill me too !!
ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
LIKE HE CAN !
he will cry if i die rights wife ?
hahas !
i can like imagine his face now
giving me that 'look'
the one say
'i-really-want-to-throw-you-off-a-high-building' look
and he is
trying not to laugh cause i guess
correct as usual
note i used the word
TRYINGnote im adding the folling words :
BUT FAILING BADLYahahahahahahaha
i guess the O's dont stop these retards from bugging me :D
robin is also irritating me on friendster :DD
YAY ! hahahaha
ohhhohhohh
i talked to
LEE DIENha !
that guy
totally change cans ?
last time
always suan megot chance only
suan like nobody businessnow become very
encouraginghe keep
nagging me to study hardthn say i better be promoted to sec4 next year
hahas !
sweet rights ?
but very wrong....
not used to him being so nice............... =3
Labels: emo at PTS
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 18:37
no more exams
Monday, 13 October 2008
hi , hello
let me tell you something(:
go burn all those textbooks , notes , worksheets and exam paperscause.....
exams are OVER !!!
hahahaha
doesnt it just rawk now ?
now all we have to worry about are the
retarded results... :\
now that just suck...
real bad
especially for me...
*cursingandswearing*
ohwell...
that's life for you
supposed to go to
nooriya's house today
but i
fell asleep..............
i've been sleeping alot
the
whole weekend and
this afternoontsk.
dumb flu.
Labels: its the hols guys
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 18:03
imy !
Sunday, 12 October 2008
i miss some of my favourite people !!!
gah.
life's no funnnnnnnwhy must thr be O levels ????
))):
*major emo session*
exams are going to be
overbut they still having examsssssss
rawr !!!
dumb O's
next year my turnno funnnnnnnn
rawr !
))):
dearest retards[robin, edward,aloy, dien, kaiyuan] (how nice)
hurry
finish your O's !
im
superrrr no life can ?!
must pass hor !
next year i dont want to graduate with you all !
next year you better be in some random poly or jc okays ?
PTS :huh ! i pass is good enough for now can ?? ): hahas ! look at my horrible results for this yeari cant believe it either.... hahahaha can't you see how much i miss you and how much i want you back ? do you still love me ? or am i honestly just another play-thing? its not as if no one warned me. but i didn't listen. i hate myself for not listening. it's always like that. why wont i listen to those people who care for me for once. they know that the kind of guys i like are never good for me. yet i never listen. am i dumb or am i dumb ? Labels: rants
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 11:52
exams
Saturday, 11 October 2008
this past fews days are
horrible.
guess what ?
im
sick. again.
always happens during exams =.=
plus exams around the corner
thn gt alot of couples
fight...
you two knw who you guys are larhhsbut im glad its worked out for the both of you :D
look at the rest of us singles
so lonely
well. no not really hahhaaha !
my tuition teacher says its cause of the exam
hahaha
random.
anyways i have one paper left (x
and im freeeeeeeee xDD
hurhurhur
poor those who have O's x)
im going be really evil and rub it in wifey's face :D
and
he'll be so pissed and refuse to talk to me haha
and hopefully i'll pass
thn grace owes me something :DD
ohyes im waiting hehehe
its starts with a 'H' incase you forgot hahahah
oh
something funny happened the other day
i was on the bus with shuxin on the way to her house
thn the bus was super packed
thn at one stop alot of people got off
thn this old man came to us and told us to take his sit
since he was getting off
and we were like "oh yay ! thank you uncle"
thn he ask if we're sistersLAWL
not the first time hahas !
ehhs shuxin do i look like you or do you look like me?
i think its
the second one rights ? xD
but thn it'll be so cool if we really are sisters can ?
hahas
thn after tht we started on
tht talk again
after
everytime someone say we look alike
we always
end up arguingi would say
'i marry your brother thn we will be real sisters liaos'and she will go
'no way! i will object to the match'thn we will argue and argue thn suddenly talk about how our
dream weddings will be like
hahahas
funn lorhhs
i think she now
very touched tht i blog about her rights ?
ahahahahah !
Labels: EOYs 2008
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 09:21
robin is sweet sixteen
Wednesday, 1 October 2008
happy birthday robin !
sweet sixteen hahahaha !!
last night was
super duper awesomeexcept for some spoilers.....
otherwise it was cool !!
hahas we (
sammy, desiree, me, edward, robin, aloy, edwin and joshua)
celebrated
robin's birthday with him
mummy and daddy went to pick edward from parkway
edwin stayed behind to wait for desiree
we had decided go to ECP's
hongkong cafe to celebrate
*
tht retarded robin ask me to choose whr to eati said we go lagoonthn he said "ehh...ECP thr got hongkong cafe right? we go thr eat"ohthanks ? thought i decide... =.=but being the nice person tht i ami let him choose in the end hahahah !so whn we reach ECP edward called sammy
and just nice robin called me (sammy was already with robin)
so whtevr edward said robin could hear and whtevr sam said i could hear
how retarded and lame can we get ??
eitherways we got sam to run out
write her message on the card edward bought
leaving robin thr all alonehahahaha evil aren't we ?
anyways..
so we finally went to the cafe and gave robin his present
had funfunfun chatting crapping and
aloy cameohgawd
dont need say.
he is the
super irritating retardbleahhs.
always bullying me sam and desireethe joshua called said he reached taonan thr
so
me and edward went to pick him upby the time we return the food
cold already,
desiree and edwin reached already. =.=
thn robin went off somewhr...
so
me desiree and sam run off to gelare to get him....
a slice of apple crumble ! xD
it had
a candle okay?
and i had to go buy a lighter to light it too ...
so we walked in with the cake thn we
stood up and sang
happy birthday to robin
his face turn
red hahahaha !
bet he wanted to pretend he didnt knw us larhhs !
hahahahaha
thn
desiree had to go home )):
so we waited for her brother to come and crapped around as usual
thn sent her off
so the rest of us decided to go to the
beach at first
just
walk and talkthn
suddenly rain haha !
so me and sam got our wish to go to the
arcadeand be lame hahaha !
so we play DDR and parapara
the chi brothers also dancehahas damn funny !
robin went to play some soccer game aloy...
well being aloy irritated us !
finally went home at 11pm
sent sammy home thn went home
super fun night :D
hope robin enjoyed it ;DD
okay now im going to be mean....
remember the spoilers i mentioned ?
**you knw who you areyou knw? it's a group outing so unglue your ear off tht phoneeven if you have a new gf so what ?its your friend's birthdayshoudnt you respect tht?you dont see those attached talking to their steads the whole nightyou totally spoiled yesterday if you really wnt to talk to her thn dont comestay home. its not as if your presence is really required anywand no money thn dont order so much foodno money thn stay home makan dont comedont waste our moneyi repeatit's not as if your presence is requiredohyeah. at the arcade, we're just having funwho cares if we can make it or not?wht you said was really uncalled forunless you can play the games better thn us thnwhy dont you just shutup? honestly?bleahhs horrible spoilers
i knw edwardchi is now going to like scold me.....
)):
but its true wht
you dare say not true ?
he never buy present, come late and make everyone wait for him
been a jerk the whole night
seriously robin doesnt deserve a spoiler like tht you knw...
fine. i'll shuddup now. so stop your nagging. bleahhs
Labels: party
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 21:39