mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Baby's Breath and Loving You
Tuesday, 19 February 2013
Baby's breath are my favourite flowers. Because, there's a beauty in their plainness and unassumingness. Just like things in life. Life tends to be complicated and difficult, because we make it so. But if we can pull away all the dirt and grit that clogs up our view, we start to see the simple things in life that are beautiful.
But slowly, they've begun to remind me of you. In all your simplicity, your ordinariness, there's a beauty in you that I've slowly fell in love with.
In all my 19, coming to 20 years, in all the relationships I've had, this time was the first time I've ever celebrated Valentine's Day with the one I love. I was embarrassed at the attention he showered me and at the same time pleased. Never has anyone put in so much effort to make a normal day so special for me.
People would have thought that after having experienced so many relationships, I would have celebrated Valentine's Day with my boyfriend at one point or another.
Surprisingly, I haven't (I was also surprised at the realization).
I know I didn't show it properly at the restaurant.
I know I have problems expressing emotions every day.
But thank you.
Thank you for making my first Valentine's Day such a memorable and amazing one.
Thank you for putting in so much effort into making the day special and meaningful to us.
Thank you for all the chances you've given me when I screw up.
Thank you for your constant care and guidance.
Thank you for always being there to protect me from bad people.
Thank you for sticking around when things got tough.
Thank you for sticking around when things
are tough.
Thank you for everything you've done for us thus far.
Thank you for letting me experiencing your love.
Thank you for loving me when I screw up.
Thank you for loving the broken me, the spoilt me, the me who dare not love.
Thank you for loving me.

I love you.
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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 05:59
Thanksyous
Sunday, 19 October 2008
sometimes, things happen so fast that i lose the things that are more important in life
small stuffs like relationships, popularity, a boyfriend etc
dont get me wrong, im not saying
that you shouldnt care about those who care and cherish you
what i mean is
i get so caught up with myself that i forget my thankyous
i forget that i blessed and that there are many out there who have no friends
who have no one to love,
no family,
no education,
no money etc
i forget that im much more lucky then many others
i have a perfect family, even though we scream at each other every now and then
i have the greatest friends anyone can have, the ones who listen to me rant and cheer me up, always supporting me and telling me never to give up, the ones who message me every now and then asking me if im well, or when im sick, they sms me making sure that im not dead
hahas and i have much to be thankful for. like im not down with some incurable disease
or im not born in africa
and things happen so fast i forget the important things that matter
like i have a pair of legs to run, what about those who are wheel-chair bound?
im normal, i may not be super-smart, but what about those who have Down Syndrome?
and etc
so what's the point of my post?
i have no idea at all
im just stating some stuff that i've been thinking about
and they won't stop bugging me until i've written them down / told someone etc.
so here im and thank God for that
hahas !
okayokay seriously
Grace that loving PTS - thanks for letting me into your house and listen to me rant on and on
thanks for letting me finish all your fruits and cheering me up
Robin that sweet sister - thanks for checking on me and making me happy, thanks for caring
enough and always being there for me
Edward Chi, my WIFE - thanks for listening to my crap hahas ! and letting me have my way
everytime, no matter how unreasonable, thanks for counselling even
though its dragging sometimes
DiEn, that nagging kor - thanks for nagging me to study hard and for cheering me on
Shuxin, tht darling - i will marry your kor haha ! and we'll be real sisters ! thanks for being
my friend, always telling me not to be retarded when i need it
Jade the crazy woman - thanks for being the sarcastic one hahas ! always making us laugh
Dionne that blurqueen - we've been friends for three years. thanks for sticking next to me
PehHan, grandpa - thanks for the talks, the chats and the help. you're the best grand-daddy
and zone leader !
Jeremy, Daddy - thanks for taking us out, looking out for us, making us laugh, leading and
guiding us. the best daddy and cell leader a kid can have
Jasmine, Mummy - thanks for the hugs andkisses, the care and concern, the fun stuff and
being my mummy
Cell, THE family - the fun and laughter brought by you guys can never be replaced, Johnny-
poo for all the chokes, LiangHui for the praise&worship, XiangJun, even
though my accents will always be better, thanks for competing :D, JinSong
for planning all the fun, Soloman, for being the solo-ist?, the rest for making
fun happen(:
Zoie, my gurl - will and always be, thanks for listening and being there always taking note
when im downnnnnnnnnnnnn !
OCIP guys, gurls and teachers - thanks for making the experience memorable :D
Yuwen, BOINK ! - my boink partner !!! forever we'll boink together yeah ?
KaiYuan, guardianangel - thanks for guarding me :D
brd Bowling team - thanks for looking after me, even though im the oldest there now, you
guys always look after me, when it should be the other way round...
HuiShan, evil teacher - thanks for all the coffee hahas ! even though my maths still cmi i will
still keep trying and jiayou !
MissCarinTham, that shortmummy - thanks for letting me and jordan keeping bugging
you !
Sammy - thanks for studying with me, the dinner and saving my life with those awesome
chocolates
Desiree - thanks for the yummy chocolates :D and the hairdryer to blow dry my clothes :DD
EdwinChi - you didnt knw but you cheered me up by irritating your brother and telling me
that you found my voice in the toiletbowl, thanks(:
Aloy - for being the pain and my punching bag(:
XinYi, Tricia, Vyann, KekYun, JinFei, Ms Jan - tuition wont be the same without you !
Chem tuition peeps - chem tuition isnt chem tuition if you arent around
all those horrible people who made me cry, exes, mean friend etc - without you guys, i wouldnt know how lucky i am to have the greatest friends and family around me ((:
did i miss out anyone ? i hope not ... if i remember i'll re-edit again.. hahas !!
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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 13:52