Saturday, 29 November 2008

okay LAWL ???
thanks alot zoie in a very sarcastic way.
it's like the kiss-thingy, you knw a kiss and A Kiss
so there's the thanks and THE Thanks
.... rawr !
okay so the crazy woman tagged me to do her crazy random quiz
so since she's been annoying me lately :DD
i shall grant her the honour of doing it
yes zo, be VERY touched xD


The rules & regulations:
1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2) People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly
3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names
4) No tagging back.

1. i like singing nursery rhymes :D those who i am very comfortable around with knw i always like to randomly start singing some random nursery rhyme which will later get stuck in your head for the rest of the day :DD how's that for fun ? xD and you'll knw when im not comfortable around you. i dont talk much, i just laugh



2. i can be a vegetarian even though im not. ask robin and grace :D it's not that i pity the animal or something [i mean like would you pity a fish?] i just dont feel like eating meat. i just rather eat vegetables. dont ask me why. im just like that.



3. it's hard to make me hold a grudge. hehhehs so if you made me really upset all you have to do is just apologise. unless what you did is really unforgivable *stares at someone* thn that's a different story altogether



4. i hate really hot and sunny days and at the same time i hate rainy days :D i like those days when it just finished raining but the sun is also still shinning and there's a nice cooling breeze which make it a totally awesome day to go out :DD



5. imma total sucker for love ballads , Prince Charmings and Happily Ever Afters :D what ? imma gurl so thr !
   
   
6. im really naive. that's why dien, robin and aloy get such a kick out of fooling me. my cousins too ! they can tell me all sorts of rubbish and nonsense and i'll believe it. so you can like con me and i'll never knw. and whn i find out, all you have to say is 'sorry' and you're forgiven..... tsk.



7. i can play World of Warcraft. with cheats of course :D thanks to my brother hahas ! i remember one time i was so hook on it, i fought with my brother on who could play at wht time... tomboy... lols cant help it :DD
   
   
8. sometimes, when i really cant sleep, i hug my dog to sleep. and he'll be like struggling to to get away but i wont let him so in the end he just gives up and lie thr and i'll be talking to him ahahahah ! yeah im crazy but so wht ?



9. i trust my best friends more thn i trust my boyfriend [whn i do have one] for some weird reason i find it hard to trust the boyfriend thn the friends.... =/ ohno ! oops............. dont ask me why.....



10. i can stay in the swimming pool for a whole day. i remember whn i was a kid, during the holidays, my mummy would book a chalet at CBC [anyone remember? dont think so.....] i would wake up in the moring brush me teeth and stuff thn go down to the pool to swim, come up for lunch, thn go back in, thn up for dinner thn go swim again. LOL

okay so thr. weird random stuff about me.... thanks zo.... bleahhs

okay so the people i tag......... GRACE SEOW wahahahah SAMMY [iloveyou ! tell clifton to shoo :D] SHUXIN :P JADE xD XINYI .... okay lol i dont knw who else to tag............ rawr ! anyways you want to do thn do dont wnt thn dont do im not saying you have to :DD hahas ! im not gonna tag dionne cos zo already tagged her... no point asking her to do the same quiz twice :DD im nice xD

Labels: quiz

so we said; thee, thee, hear. 17:01

Monday, 17 November 2008

you knw ?
im unbelievably optimistic today(:
after been crappy for the past few days
im back again
yay-ness !

yeahyeah

to edward:
im going to the doctor soon
as soon as i get the numbers

to robin:
are you better ??

to grace:
sorry for being an ass recently

to pehhan:
zomg. i thought i'd never survive the last one.
thanks for being awake

hahas ! im going crazy alr man...
damn. :D but i'll get better.
today im so happy i really feel like screaming and shouting like some madddddd woman
heehee

okayokay back to work
tomorrow i'm meeting beverly and gang at school to help mshidayah wit something....
afterwards thr's jade's birthday steamboat
wednesday meeting huishan for tuition
thursday i'm calling the doctor [if i get their number]
friday its back to hell *rolls eyes*
saturday is surviving the day
sunday is recovery
monday is happy-ness againssssssssss........

die uhh....


to my dear old friend LimKaiSiang :
hey it's not easy being down and out. cheer up okays ? you weren't always like this. knowing the idiotic you for two years, you're a really great person. so whatevr it is, relationship problems, friendship problems, family problems, whatever, dont forget thr are people out thr who care for you. we are always here for you and just waiting for you to trust us alright ?

Labels: hols

so we said; thee, thee, hear. 20:18

Saturday, 15 November 2008

GRACE SEOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hi :D
hahahahaha !

yeah i'm bored... tsk.

stop giving me that face pls :D


ohohoh

remember that conversation we had ?
the one whr i said i was going crazy
and i need a shrink ?
and you offered to take me to one ?

how about i take up that offer now ? :DD

Labels: for grace

so we said; thee, thee, hear. 21:48

Tuesday, 11 November 2008

the past few nights have been horrible... tsk
cause i've been having .. well .. nightmares ...
and i cant sleep well ......
tsk . rawr. i've been sleeping like 3-4am

yesterday best
talk to friend until 5am
he go sleep
i still playing with the comp
until 6am
i showered and finally slept at 7am
zomg.

smart or wht ?
die larhhs...
tell you something funny too
i sleep so late / early cos i scared the nightmare come back....

okay stop giving me tht face
for some reason
alot of people have been giving me tht face
the 'zomg. nerissa you're really retarded / lame / crazy' face
and i like dont deserve thm at all ???

tsk.
rawr !

okay anyways
met with robin today.
poor him sick.... tsk
get well fast , dont pass your illness to the poor thai kids !!
met him at singpost coffeebean at 12.30
thn headed to the club to meet sam
but the crazy gurl wasnt ready
so instead cabbed to her house
robin collected the clothes thn went home
while i stayed and had fun at her place :DD

Labels: today at sam's

so we said; thee, thee, hear. 02:13

Monday, 10 November 2008

Life SUCKS
real bad right now
for me , im not sure about the rest of you
but hey, i'm still smiling.
cause i know i'll be okay.


When there's nowhere else to turn
All your bridges have been burned
Feels like you've hit rock bottom
Don't give up it's not the end
Open up your heart again
When you feel like no one
Understands where you are

Someone loves you
Even when you don't think so
Don't you know you got Me and Jesus
By your side through the fight
You will never be alone on your own
You got me and Jesus

After all that we've been through
By now you know I've doubted too
But every time my head was in my hands
You said to me

Someone loves you
Even when you don't think so
Don't you know you got Me and Jesus
By your side through the fight
You will never be alone on your own
You got me and Jesus

Hold on to what we got
This is worth any cost so
Make the most of life
That's borrowed
Love like there's no tomorrow

Someone loves you
Even when you don't think so
Don't you know you got Me and Jesus
By your side through the fight
You will never be alone on your own
You got me and Jesus


Tell me what do you believe in
Does your life have rhyme or reason
Something in your heart that makes you care
I hope that you don't mind me asking
But I have got a burning passion
I need to know forever you'll be there

I can't make it clearer
Put it any other way
If you can't see the simple truth I do
Then there's nothing in this world that's left to say
But Jesus loves you

I know I don't have all the answers
And I have wasted many chances
To prove to you a faith that lives inside
I'm praying there will be a breakthrough
Cause I can't be the one to save you
God knows how many times I've tried

I can't make it clearer
Put it any other way
If you can't see the simple truth I do
Then there's nothing in this world that's left to say
But Jesus loves you

I can't explain
But I can't deny
So many times for you I've cried
And to see you on your knees tonight

I cant make it clearer
Put it any other way
To know you know simple truth I do
And to know that your forever has been changed
Cause Jesus loves you


this is gonna get holy, dont mind me(:

cause i knw no matter wht, He's there for me
no matter how many mistakes i've made,
He'll stand there waiting to welcome me back
my sins are washed away by His blood
His love eternal and everlasting
so tell me ,
do you have a God like mine? (:
a God who loves us no matter wht
who forgives us the moment we apologise
one writes our sins in pencil
and our good deeds are carve on stones
who is always there carrying us through the toughest times
when we're happy, he celebrates
that one who doesn't mind if we forget to thank him
but smiles even wider whn we do
a magical, mystical, amazing God like mine ? :DD

Labels: God like mine

so we said; thee, thee, hear. 00:28

Friday, 7 November 2008

wow the past few days have been really 'enlightening'
shocking is a good word though

things finally cleared up. wht things ? not telling:D hah i knw im irritating:DD

EDWARD CHI and ROBIN TEO
need to talk to you guys

ZOIE TAN
thank you loads

short post i knw

im still mixed up but at least its better now

yay !


forgiving him aint easy, cause wht he did was really unforgivable. its hard to accept it.
broken i cant be fixed. but only through Him will i recover. keep me in your prayers

Labels: confusion

so we said; thee, thee, hear. 00:03

Monday, 3 November 2008

okay. i got a confession to make...
(ohno !)
i've got suicidal thoughts running around in my head (ohmyword !!)
and please i think we've already covered th part where its not about a guy / any guy / anything about guys (are you sure?) [yes i'm bloody hell am]

i just feel like jumping out of a tall building for no reason.... (please dont do anything stupid!)

LAWL now that's damn funny (ohgod ! you should see a doctor !)

but hey hey dont go crazy please . cause i'm not . i wont go jump out of a building, take a rope and hang myself etc. so relax please . (how can i?!)

i hate this time of the year you know ? i just simply hate it. christmas or not. friends around or not. i just simply hate this time of the year. why ? now that's a DDS [deep dark secret] that im not gonna tell :DD happy guessing. (argh!)

i hate thunderstorms too. hate it hate it hate it. especially when its at night. it makes me more suicidal... dang. i hate my brains / conscious / whatevr. can i please kill myself now ? ):

so what what what am i gonna do ?? rawr !

you know what i wish ? i wish i could turn back the time. i wish i never met him. i wish i never remembered what happened. i hate it. i hate remembering. the nightmares. the fears and all the pain. if it werent for the b!#$%&* SL i wouldnt have remembered what happened now would i ?

then again if someone had told me that big 20-year old guys were dangerous, the whole thing wouldnt have happened anyway. why i hate this time of the year ? cause this is when it happened. and i hate it. i hate that fact that i cant be normal anymore. i hate it all. why me of all people ? why f***ing me? when will the pain all stop ? i hate thunderstorms. especially when its at night. i hate the sound of the thunder and lightning. i hate the sound of rain hitting the floor. i hate it all.

Labels: suicidal

so we said; thee, thee, hear. 22:21