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Nerissa Clarice Tan
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Simply adores curious clothes , quirky songs and funny shows .
Oh , did I mention ? She love/hates her favourite people too
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This blogger henceforth shall attempt to write unashamedly, Take lots of pictures without embarrassment, And speak in a language you can understand.Not.

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In 365 Days♥



"In 365 Days" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
It is the snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.

Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head. I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.

Welcome to 365 Days of my life.

In 365 Days

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crazy

Monday, 3 November 2008

okay. i got a confession to make...
(ohno !)
i've got suicidal thoughts running around in my head (ohmyword !!)
and please i think we've already covered th part where its not about a guy / any guy / anything about guys (are you sure?) [yes i'm bloody hell am]

i just feel like jumping out of a tall building for no reason.... (please dont do anything stupid!)

LAWL now that's damn funny (ohgod ! you should see a doctor !)

but hey hey dont go crazy please . cause i'm not . i wont go jump out of a building, take a rope and hang myself etc. so relax please . (how can i?!)

i hate this time of the year you know ? i just simply hate it. christmas or not. friends around or not. i just simply hate this time of the year. why ? now that's a DDS [deep dark secret] that im not gonna tell :DD happy guessing. (argh!)

i hate thunderstorms too. hate it hate it hate it. especially when its at night. it makes me more suicidal... dang. i hate my brains / conscious / whatevr. can i please kill myself now ? ):

so what what what am i gonna do ?? rawr !

you know what i wish ? i wish i could turn back the time. i wish i never met him. i wish i never remembered what happened. i hate it. i hate remembering. the nightmares. the fears and all the pain. if it werent for the b!#$%&* SL i wouldnt have remembered what happened now would i ?

then again if someone had told me that big 20-year old guys were dangerous, the whole thing wouldnt have happened anyway. why i hate this time of the year ? cause this is when it happened. and i hate it. i hate that fact that i cant be normal anymore. i hate it all. why me of all people ? why f***ing me? when will the pain all stop ? i hate thunderstorms. especially when its at night. i hate the sound of the thunder and lightning. i hate the sound of rain hitting the floor. i hate it all.

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