mystery♥.
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dream like dreamers do♥.
in my ears .
just another crush♥.
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And speak in a language you can understand.
" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head.
I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Already Gone
Wednesday, 27 February 2013
I'm shivering, but its 31 degrees outside.
I'm dizzy and lost.
But they're already gone.
You promised that no shit would ever take us down.
I'm still waiting for you to keep your promise.
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 18:23
Baby's Breath and Loving You
Tuesday, 19 February 2013
Baby's breath are my favourite flowers. Because, there's a beauty in their plainness and unassumingness. Just like things in life. Life tends to be complicated and difficult, because we make it so. But if we can pull away all the dirt and grit that clogs up our view, we start to see the simple things in life that are beautiful.
But slowly, they've begun to remind me of you. In all your simplicity, your ordinariness, there's a beauty in you that I've slowly fell in love with.
In all my 19, coming to 20 years, in all the relationships I've had, this time was the first time I've ever celebrated Valentine's Day with the one I love. I was embarrassed at the attention he showered me and at the same time pleased. Never has anyone put in so much effort to make a normal day so special for me.
People would have thought that after having experienced so many relationships, I would have celebrated Valentine's Day with my boyfriend at one point or another.
Surprisingly, I haven't (I was also surprised at the realization).
I know I didn't show it properly at the restaurant.
I know I have problems expressing emotions every day.
But thank you.
Thank you for making my first Valentine's Day such a memorable and amazing one.
Thank you for putting in so much effort into making the day special and meaningful to us.
Thank you for all the chances you've given me when I screw up.
Thank you for your constant care and guidance.
Thank you for always being there to protect me from bad people.
Thank you for sticking around when things got tough.
Thank you for sticking around when things
are tough.
Thank you for everything you've done for us thus far.
Thank you for letting me experiencing your love.
Thank you for loving me when I screw up.
Thank you for loving the broken me, the spoilt me, the me who dare not love.
Thank you for loving me.
I love you.
Labels: i'll remember my thankyous
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 05:59