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In 365 Days♥
"In 365 Days" is a photodiary I've decided to initiate, compiling day to day events with a snapshot of a moment of the day.
It is the snapshot of a minute in my life, that caught my eye, with a caption of sorts, either explaining the picture or describing my emotions.
I have been told that I never really open up myself to others, and more often than not, I leave people wondering what I truly feel or giving them confusing signals.
Thus, this photodiary, is in a sense, a window to my head.
All my thoughts, my emotions, everything I usually keep out-of-sight, will be put under here, other then my regular blog posts, which are usually not very informative.
Welcome, to the chaos and mess in my head. I hope you'd find something that speaks to you, whether to pull you through something difficult, or to relate to.
Welcome to 365 Days of my life.
In 365 Days
just ask♥
ask them questions
don't leave your answers
Waiting
Monday, 22 July 2013
I realised that the tears I refuse to cry in the day,
Come out at night while I sleep.
Because lately I've been waking up with crusted eyes
That can make it quite painful to open my eyes.
I haven't been able to get proper sleep either.
I go to bed and wake up even more tired than before.
Like as though I've never slept at all.
Weird dreams have also been plaguing my sleep.
But I guess this is what happens when my emotions are overshot.
With a thousand and one things to do already,
I'm just recklessly adding more things to my plate,
Taking on new projects, to tired myself out so I won't get weird dreams.
It's silly, really.
And I'm probably over-working myself.
But, ah well.
Maybe it's better this way.
I'm just waiting for Christmas to arrive.
Christmas always makes me feel safe.
And y'know what?
It's been long since I've felt safe.
Labels: In 365 Days
so we said; thee, thee, hear. 10:45
20 Places You Will Fall In Love
Thursday, 11 July 2013
So I was reading Thought Catalog and came across this post and adapted it into my own version. While most of it remains the same, there are one or two things that I did change.
- Looking across the restaurant at the couple who is too happy to notice anyone around them, and realizing that sometimes we can get a contact high, a little burst of pure joy, just from seeing people who are that in love.
- Finding out from others that someone did everything they could to do something for you, to make you smile.
- Realizing that someone who is so very beautiful does not imagine themselves to be anything special.
- Watching someone laugh out of the corner of your eye when they think something is really, really funny. Watching their dimples and eye creases form and wishing they knew just how wonderful every little line on their face is.
- Hearing someone tell you something that they’ve never told anyone before, because they never felt like anyone would really listen and actually understand.
- Hearing someone say “If there’s anything I can do to help, let me know” and knowing that you can ask them anything and they would do their best to follow through.
- Telling someone that you’re happy for them, and watching their whole face light up with well-earned pride when they realize that you actually mean it.
- Sitting at a restaurant by yourself and getting so deeply lost in your book that you forget you are even alone, and you feel as though you are on a date with the world’s most interesting person.
- Finding out that an old love is getting married to someone who is so much more right for them that you could have ever been, and realizing that you can love someone and not ever want them for yourself again.
- Going to that dream destination you’ve always wanted to go to and it being everything you expected and more.
- Looking at pictures where you are smiling in that unflattering way you almost never allow yourself to do, but you couldn’t help it because you were surrounded by people who made you just that happy.
- Reading old chats and messages and letters with people you used to love, and remembering what it is about them that was so wonderful.
- Having someone telling you that it’s going to be alright, because they are here with you.
- Stirring your coffee in a small, quiet café where the music is just soft enough to remind you that it is playing every so often when you look up from your notebook.
- Running into an old friend at the store and letting it bleed into a long coffee where you talk about every subject that you didn’t even realize had been lying dormant inside of you for years, longing to be confirmed and expressed and understood.
- Sitting on the beach with old friends whom you are visiting for a few weeks in the summer, when the weather is just hot enough to permit you to stay out all night and enjoy one another’s company in a way you were always too busy to do.
- Reading something online that makes you cry, alone, at your computer, simply because it makes you feel — in a way you are rarely lucky enough to feel — that there are other people like you.
- Seeing someone be kind when they think that no one is looking, because they know it is simply the right thing to do.
- Exchanging a few jokes with a charming stranger stuck in the same endless, bureaucratic line as you, reminding you that you are not alone in your battle with everyday tedium.
- Looking across the tracks of the subway and seeing someone in the window of the opposite train, someone who is reading the perfect book and who wears that familiar combination of tired and hopeful on their delicate features.
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so we said; thee, thee, hear. 17:26